I am officially incapable of loving or being loved.

I cannot control my anger...ever. I found out that ex-boyfriend for a week now and first friend at GHP/fellow soc-stud/next-door-neighbor-on-hall who0-borrows-my-straitener-every-morning-and-watched-the-terrible-breakup have been hooking up and are quite possibly dating. Does nobody have the common decency to tell me things like this anymore? Does TWO AND A HALF YEARS of dating not mean they can wait a week so i don't have to see it and HEAR about it! Blah! Needless to say, i definetely hyperventilated.

And other boys who can't look you in the eyes the next day suck as well.

Hmmmmm....other than that....I'm watching a bootleg copy of star wars III, waiting for my copy of harry potter, and in other ways trying to get myself through the next week. BUT YES EEDEE I AM TAKING ADVANTAGE OF GHP AND ENJOYING IT SO DON'T EVEN BOTHER TO LECTURE ME.

Plus the trip to Jamaica has been canceled because of my dad and grandma. Thanks for everybody who prayed for her... I don't know if it works, but just in case.

I love you alllllll (especially jamie!~)